Also, my SIL passed along the message that my wife wants to come get the small TV and VCR from my house, which is ridiculous because she has a whole two-bedroom condo full of stuff. Crazy, isn't it?

I cried for my daughter for two hours Monday night. Two straight hours of crying, keening, shrieking-at-the-ceiling wailing, sobbing my daughter's name over and over again, hugging her two stuffed animals she had at my house and kissing them because I don't have her to cuddle and kiss. I felt completely drained afterward.

My sister-in-law just called. She wants me to sign over temporary guardianship of my daughter to her for six months. Do you think I trust the courts in this matter? Hell no! When I told the police I have sole physical custody of my daughter, they laughed at me and did nothing to help me out. Do you think that once my SIL has guardianship and I try to go get my daughter back they'll help me then?

My wife called twice again yesterday. I hung up. It's amazing how brazen she is. She assumes that it is okay to violate any court order with impunity. For instance, even though I'm not supposed to contact her or talk to her, she attempts to force me to stay on the phone. And even though she is not supposed to be drinking during her whole court thing, she's been drinking almost every day.